The Beauty of Irrationality

Aug 26

“Human beings don’t always make rational decisions. But making irrational decisions is precisely what makes us human. These decisions, based on an impulse or a feeling, often lead us to those perfect moments when it feels great to be alive.”

Everything within me wants to be in control of the outcome of life. I have seen it over and over again as I journeyed through life. I dont make impulse decisions very often. I try to minimise irrationality as much as possible.

But that’s not very human. I know that. So, sometimes I just let go of being in control and do things. Irrational things. Things that are a bit crazy. Things that make me feel like a human being again.

We should all do it at times.

I’m not talking about being stupid. I’m talking about not pondering on things for too long. You know what I’m talking about. Enter the race. Take the dance class. Ask someone out on a date. Travel. Climb a mountain. Whatever…

5 Years ago I entered a multiday stage race. 5 Days. 200 km. On my feet. It was one of the most irrational decisions I have made in my life, but certainly one of the most humane ones. For 5 days I couldn’t have felt more like a human being… Constant pain reminded me of my weaknesses. The desire to quit haunted me daily. And blood and blister got a whole new meaning. But beauty has also never been so rewarding…

Irrationality makes the impossibilities of today more possible in the future.

I’m glad I made that irrational decision… Today, very little is impossible for me when it comes to running.

Irrationality makes the impossibilities of today more possible in the future.

So… what is the one thing you know you should just do? No matter how irrational it looks or sounds…

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Summits Of Our Lives

Jun 07

There’s something about mountains. The journey to the top. The majestic displays when you get there. And the sense of aliveness as the beauty sinks in.

But it’s never really about climbing or running up the biggest mountain. Is it? It’s not about being the fastest, the strongest or the biggest. There’s something else to it…

Perhaps it has more to do with the fact that we are human beings and that it is part of our DNA makeup. Perhaps it’s about the search for something that is bigger than ourselves. And once we get there, we realize how insignificant we are as human beings.

Perhaps God planted this desire in our hearts to summit mountains [career, relationships, dreams], just so that we can realize how small we are and big He is.

Perhaps, that’s what gives the summits of our lives real beauty and value…

Steyn

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Give Yourself

May 30

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It’s not always possible to take someone out of his circumstances. His world. But it is possible to put yourself in his world. And that’s perhaps all that is needed for him to move himself out of the mess he finds himself in.

For some sort of reason we have missed what we were born for…

We were born to give. But somehow we mistake it with a mandate that we need to change people. We werent born to change people. That’s not our responsibility. That’s Gods’.

We were born to give.

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The Story of Sergeant Michael Goss

May 19

This is the story of SGT Michael Goss. He is living with post dramatic stress disorder. He cant sleep at night. He gets anxiety attacks and his marriage is going through war as well.

He killed himself. His soul.

Why? Not only because he killed an innocent 8 year old but also maybe because he killed himself. His soul.

He most probably started to suppress his feelings when they told him that it is fine. That everything will be sorted out afterwards.

We do the same. We suppress so many feelings because other people tell us that we should do now and deal with the consequences later.

Perhaps that is one of the many reasons we can’t sleep at night, we have anxiety attacks or our marriages fail.

Because we suppress our feelings and kill ourselves

Just perhaps…

me.

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Home

May 15
Somehow we allowed our physical homes to shape  and condition our perception of what the real world is supposed to be like…

We all have a home. A guardian of our identity. If we come to think of the place we grew up in, we realize it played a massive part of who we are today. It gave us identity. It speaks of us and to us, whether it be sorrow, pain, joy, laughter, performance, pressure, love, hatred, divorce or unity.

But somehow we allowed our physical homes to shape and condition our perception of what the real world is supposed to be like. We’ve come to think that life will always just remain a reflection of our homes. And we accept it that way. We perform. We strive. We struggle. We burn out.

But there is more to this story…

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Wilderness

Apr 19

The other night I went for a run. It crossed my mind for a second, “Should I take the wilderness route or the suburban route?” I took the wilderness route.

It was worth it. It is more difficult. A lot more difficult. But I had the opportunity to run up the vineyard hills that surrounds the city buzz to be completely alone [for some reason people dont run there...]. It’s a place where I can speak, think, dream & pray at the top of my lungs without people thinking I am crazy.

The beauty of the wilderness is that it does not only cleanse your body, mind and spirit, but it also fills and covers you with whatever is needed so that the troubles of life has no stronghold on you.

It prepares you.

We all need a wilderness. We need to visit it more often. It prepares us for life in the city buzz…

May you be inspired [to find and retract to your wilderness]

me.

A Mother’s Letter

Mar 27

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I’m not a mother. And neither am I a daughter. But I do have a mom and a sister. And I have witnessed their bond over time.

At times it was really really shaky. When my sister rebelled, my mom persisted. There are many reasons for it, but essentially it was my moms persistent divine love that created the space for my sister to feel safer than her immediate circumstances.

By God’s abundant grace and my moms unconditional love, she returned.

Moms, dont stop loving. Daughters, you are loved.

May you be inspired [to love and feel loved]

me.

The Devision of Gravity

Mar 07

We learn. In all relationshops, at some point in our lives we learn. We learn that company doesn’t mean security. We learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises. We learn that futures have a way of falling in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your garden and decorate your soul instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers.

And then sometimes, we learn to love. Appropriately. We learn that love needs to be sincere and intelligent. Not sentimental gush. We learn that perhaps their is a way for relationships to outlast differences.

But what you learn in the one relationship will determine the success of the next ones.

May you be inspired [to learn to love appropriately]

me.

 

 

No Excuses

Feb 21

Some of us were more blessed/lucky to have more favorable circumstances than other. It’s not a matter of fair or unfairness. That’s just the way life is.

What really matters is how you use those circumstances.

Think of your circumstances… No really. Think about them. Work. Relationships. Finances. Intellect. Gifts. Whatever.

How you use those circumstances without excuses is what will bring the breakthrough.

We have all been dealt a hand. How you play it is up to you…

May you be inspired [to use what you have to the best of your abilities]

me.

Homeless

Feb 19

I once stopped at a traffic light and this man was standing there. A white man. Begging. He was humiliated. He couldn’t even look me in the eyes. I wanted to look him in the eyes to see what was left in him. But the fact that he couldn’t even look up anymore, gave me the answer I was looking for…

I wished I did something that day. But I didn’t.For some reason. Maybe fear of what people might think. Maybe pride. Maybe it was the same old story that always rolls through my mind in such situations: “He’s just too lazy to work…” Or something like that. But this time was different…

We all have those different moments with people on the street. Those moments that you just know is different than all the 100′s of beggars or homeless people you have seen before.

It is those moments that you should just do what you know you should do.

Those moments might change their whole life.

I dont know… We will never know…

May you be inspired [to be sensitive to the different moments]

me.

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